Thursday, August 20, 2009

Looking back on the tears

i never know..

Nothing was ever hard compared to these few days. I don't know why I kept on thinking negative thoughts, I never wanted it to be like this too. But I still love you like I always did. Whenever we were happily talking and looking at you smile, I would always wonder would you be happier without me around? I don't know is a kind of fear or what, but is seriously terrible for me. Everytime you turned and look what your friends are doing, looking from the side I know you wanted to be there, but I didn't say anything. Geez, i hate this thinking of me. Looking at you not feeling well today, I feel real bad because I can't help much but all i could do was ask you to just rest. That's the least I could do only. Right, i sound like a loser.

Bye babies .

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