Sunday, August 2, 2009

Reality hurts

"To this, we've got to admit ..

Tmr's monday already. Glad that it's even week. Today was just tuition went down to collect my S.H.E book. Aftermath, head down to my aunt house only.
Just pratically slacking there and playing with tongtong only.
Went off my aunt house earlier and home.
Gah, i hate moodswings like seriously.
Everything just flashed through my mind over and over again.
I.Hate.It.Alot.
Life's been a burden to me.
I feel like a total failure now,
I cannot handle those stress coming towards me.
Even I wanted to be happy, those little things just cover it all up.
I'm really very tired once again.
Post pictures tmr.

The happening became a shadow to me.
I often dreamt/think of it unknownly.
The msg you sent, the call we talked through.
It made me shiver again and again.
But, I really love you alot.
I feel real bad everytime i think of the msg.
I feel so guilty that the pain is killing me always.
Am always in the verge of crying whenever i think of it.
Just when I needed you most...
Because I trust you,
even when i saw the photos and people telling me you went.
i still choose to believe you, I just hope you didn't lie to me.

幸福是,把我的快樂 放進你的快樂。。



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