All alone on this day.
Lots of memories flow past, and i really missed it.
And most of all, i missed you.
I don't know how to express my feelings to people now and all.

Have you ever wonder how tough life has been for me?
It's not easy to pretend that there's nothing wrong with me.
Ever since we've parted, there're non-stop of problems.
I might be angry with you, but at least I know you cared still.
Ever since you left my life, there's no longer someone there for me.
Even when how tough it is, I'm all alone.
All i need was someone there to tell me, "You can do it, believe in yourself." or even, "don't worry, everything will be fine. Soon"
You know, that person can never be there any longer.
Cos' it's me who let you go.
I only can blame myself, I rather i'm the only one who is the one carrying all these burden, than seeing you sad.
Ever since there's no more you, I missed those long texts, especially at night.

Sometimes, i really wished you still can at least be my friend.
A friend that i can pour everything to.
Cos' only you know me the best.
Yet, i know i might be asking too much from you then.

It's okay.
I'm strong, i'll be able to get over it.
I hope so.