But how exactly did you know what am i going thru to call me a player right now?
But sigh, I'm just a let down to every single one out there.
I'm just not what everyone wanted me to be, no matter how hard i try.
I make everyone happy, but not myself.
I solved everyone's problems, but not mine.
At the end of the day, it's just the people's smiles around me that make me at least felt happier by a little.
And not get dampen by thinking about our past anymore.
This is a tough period really, I slept late just not to think about it.
I keep myself occupied every single day just not to let my mind run wild.
Your blog post just had to..made me tear once again.
But i promised myself, and also others;
I will let it go, I'll carry on my life as a carefree person I used to be.
No more tears, and only smiles on my face.
But sorry, this is really the end.
Cos' I'm really afraid to get hurt once again, that's why I'm considering.
After all your actions and words on me saying 'I'm a player.'
There is no more turning point anymore, no more.
But remember, I never regret being together with you for this 9months.
And this is how much I hate changes, that lead to all these.
it's both our faults.
Went out with Karine today to the changi airport to "study" :p
We ended up taking photos and walking from t1-t3 over and over again.
Talking and laughing around.
That's all,
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