Tell me why everyday is like a diaster for me?

Every since I've learnt to be sensible.

I knew pleasing people is just that tiring.

Now i'm almost breaking down.

I just continue to pretend.

Today, something came into my mind.

When was the last time I really laughed from my heart?

Then i realized, i really don't know when.

I'm too used to pretending and pleasing people.

I totally forgot abt myself.

That's it.